I BELIEVE IF YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR VIBE, YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE
However, this wasn't always the case…
In the past, my life, philosophies and mindset looked very different. I felt as though I needed to to try very, very hard to do whatever it took to get what I want. I'm an ambitious, make-shit-happen girl and this was how I knew how to do things.
I believed...
- You are ‘suppose’ to go for it.
- Push for it. Fight for it. Get it done.
- Go balls to the wall.
- Do whatever it takes and aggressively pursue your goals at all costs.
I thought I was really "in my power" and for the most part, pretty damn successful because I was achieving things, getting the goals, pushing myself hard (and, if honest, usually way beyond exhaustion) and going right down the checklist:
- the corporate cubicle passion-less job with good benefits
- fitting into a size 0
- a big group of girls I whooped it up with on GNO
- enough money to afford nice things
- and a guy that looked good on paper
I was chasing these goals because I thought when I got them checked off, I would be happy. Because if I didn’t go balls to the walls to go after ‘em, I might not get what I want - and then shit, I’d NEVER be happy.
In pursuit of these things I wanted, life was a series of blips of happiness when I “got the prize” however, most of the journey to achieving my BIG goals were filled with valleys of:
-not feeling good enough
-disappointed it hadn't happened yet
-overwhelmed and pressured to make it happen
-self-doubt that it never is gonna HAPPEN
All while, gripping tightly to those things that MUST happen in order for me to feel kinda, sorta "happy".
It all felt really HARD...and, everything felt OFF.
This whole pursuit of my goals I was ‘chasing’ (or more like the charade I was playing), never brought on any real happiness longer than the week of glow I received when I did reach a goal, whether it was getting the the promotion, guy or money, launching a business, or fitting into a size smaller.
And then, shit hit the fan and it all crumbled...ALL at the same time, in most areas of my life. The universe parked my ass and I realized just how POWER-Less I felt.
At lunch one day with my spiritual friend slash coach she said -- "you have no power, you've given it all away". This rocked me to my core... WHAT?
I didn't like the sound of that, I wanted to be a POWERHOUSE (quite frankly, I thought I was!).
From there, I kicked off my own evolution journey - a quest to find REAL POWER. Power that comes from within...NOT power given to me by external crack hits of achievement and check marks.
On this journey where I dove into personal development, spirituality and wellness - I discovered new tools, strategies, and practices that helped me to create real, lasting change with an elevated way of BEING not solely DOING.
It was an inner to outer game I had to learn to play, COMPLETELY different than the way I was used to doing life.
In this process (and it is a process not a destination), I discovered how to up-level my thoughts, up-scale my attitude, and up-grade my actions and operate from a higher perspective and higher-self that have helped me achieve my goals with more fulfillment and meaning, flow and ease, fun and inner chilled-outness.
Through my own trials and triumphs and been-there-done-that wisdom, I developed a new methodology for how to THINK, BE & DO life high VIBE, so that you can easily harness your powerhouse within and step into your next level with a lot less hassle, hustle and struggle.